At times i fear, if loneliness and solitude could be eternal. Have you ever danced alone in crowded dance party. Did you ever feel the emptiness of heart. Some walk away from love and some give into it, the rest wait.

Why do people sympathise and say that this will be over soon. Haven't they waited. Don't they know the pain. If the soon was so soon why has it been so late.

By the way the fortune today said : "Your love life will be happy and harmonious". What do they know about me. Or if i can be sarcastic to myself, there is a harmony in solitude and so they are half correct. Why just half correct.

I wrote something today about a person who will lose out his patience very soon. Now this seems to be a forutne prediction.

Memories of a withered past
and no reason to hope

His dreams succumbed at last
His expectations dead
His eyes finally shut

how long could he wait
how much could he take
how could he survive

the wait seemed eternal
the pain seemed endless
the life seemed trivial

only if she showed up
only if she was kind
only if she was there
only if she was real