back again it seems

I am back again, it seems, to my old ways. I am lazy again for the last few days the reason for which is supposedly the exams i am appearing for. To some extent it was true but now it had been more than enough. I mean for how long can anybody make false excuses to oneself.

I have a lot of work pending which i should have completed by now but i haven't done that and don't seem to be in the mood to do it. There are two many things just two many things that i have in my hands right now and i guess that is one of the biggest reason for my not being able to complete anyof it. Maybe that would explain it. The reason why i am able to achieve nothing for the last 2 years is that i am just trying to achieve too many things. I need to repri0ritise most of my tasks and probably cut back on a few of them. But it will be the toughest job for me. The main reason being that i am too bloody greedy. I still don't want to leave anything and i can actually see the new tasks that i will soon pickup irrespective of the old tasks being incomplete.

Yes i will have to find a way out and may be i will have to find it today itself. If i am able to remain in this reformed mode till tomorrow, i will surely write about the changes that i have brought in my life and i will not be surprised if the answer to that statement is a cipher. On a positive note lets hope i will be back here tommorow.

I also just remembered a nice quote which goes like this:
“God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference.”

still waiting for the day to become the wise guy.....